Earn It
People are shit. Some people are better than shit. And some, a very select few, you wonder how you ever found them, hidden amongst all the shit. But mostly, people are shit. Read the rest of this entry »
Clarification & Appreciation
Alright, now I can see that this entry is long overdue. I am now taking the time to write it, though I should be cleaning, so as to make it seem that I haven’t been completely unproductive during spring break. Read the rest of this entry »
Are You Ready, World?
Well, I suppose it’s official. I am free! Read the rest of this entry »
I Don’t Wanna . . .
I’m tired of writing sad things. Really sick of it. I don’t want to feel that way anymore. Read the rest of this entry »
Sorry, Guys
Just sitting around thinking about stuff now. Decided to write something, but don’t know how meaningful it is going to be. Read the rest of this entry »
Who am I? (God is awesome and I am unworthy)
I recently spoke with someone who has very quickly become a good friend of mine, and he said a lot of things to me. God really spoke through him. Read the rest of this entry »
Dealing
Ok, so I’m coming to terms with the entire situation. I have my regrets, Read the rest of this entry »
My Prayer
Oh dear God, please help me to stop missing a thing that I know is bad for me. Please wipe out the complexities of this love into oblivion. Send me not from Your sight, Lord, but rather send his image from mine. I pray for the will to forget, for the desire not to remember what there was, for the fortitude to withstand the pain that must come. I cannot wish it never were, having known it, yet I know my former state of ignorance was a blessing. It is not better to have loved and lost, but never to have loved at all. It seems a waste of what You created us to be, but without knowledge of something, there is no want of it. I wish to God I had not known. Foolish, simple child. You know God forgives all, but you can never forgive yourself. Read the rest of this entry »
