Pathos
I’m so totally bummed out lately. Read the rest of this entry »
Oh dear God, please help me to stop missing a thing that I know is bad for me. Please wipe out the complexities of this love into oblivion. Send me not from Your sight, Lord, but rather send his image from mine. I pray for the will to forget, for the desire not to remember what there was, for the fortitude to withstand the pain that must come. I cannot wish it never were, having known it, yet I know my former state of ignorance was a blessing. It is not better to have loved and lost, but never to have loved at all. It seems a waste of what You created us to be, but without knowledge of something, there is no want of it. I wish to God I had not known. Foolish, simple child. You know God forgives all, but you can never forgive yourself. Read the rest of this entry »